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My family doesn't think I'm disabled "enough" to not be working. How do I communicate my struggles with them without crying?

2021.12.05 17:08 Yuaialysis My family doesn't think I'm disabled "enough" to not be working. How do I communicate my struggles with them without crying?

TW: Brief Mention of Unaliving.
TL;DR: My family is very invalidating of my status as a disabled person and don't think my multitude of mental health diagnosis, attempts to unalive and daily struggles qualify me as a disabled, and think I should still work.
So I (22,F) wasn't diagnosed with Autism until I was 18. My whole childhood in school was camouflaging my personality to fit my environment and trying to get everyone to stop picking on me by being like them. I loved being alone with my thoughts, maladaptive daydreaming 24/7, rocking, eating weird stuff, no eye contact to be spoken of. I paced a muttered to myself, pretended I was a self insert Mary Sue in every anime I watched and put my dolls in a perfect placement so I could stare and Autistic-Project a scene onto them. I experienced some repeated trauma of all kinds and it gave me some depression and serious anxiety. After quite a few attempts to unalive, I started going to therapy. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and Anxiety, and started taking medications for those. I graduated, started working, and realized it was not for me at all.
My first job as a summer intern in an office building was so unbelievably stressful. I was on a computer all day but I had to work and do things I didn't like. I just wanted to listen to music or look at my special interests, but I was constantly reprimanded for not focusing and taking too many breaks. I hated sitting in the same place. I came back the next year with the same results.
I tried working in customer service which was a nightmare. I couldn't handle people being upset with me, or not being able to help. I couldn't see their faces at all so it made it even harder.
After that I tried working at Scooters and that was the biggest mistake of my life. Cramped spaces loud noises, angry customers, pressure to do everything fast, it was horrid. I was on my feet all day, not enough room to pace and waiting for the dreaded mic to sound off for orders. I can't verbalize how much I hated Scooters.
All the jobs I tried applying to that I qualified for would be exactly like the ones I worked at. I realized that at this stage, with my anxiety and autism efffecting me the way they did and my sensitivity to stress, I might not be able to work.
I applied for disability. Haven't heard back but they're making their decision now. But my mother was so livid and apprehensive to the idea. She thinks I went through school and worked "just fine" and I wasn't like "those people" who needed it.
After reminding her of my long standing crippling anxiety and depression, she'd just double down. Give me suggestions, tell me I just need to try harder, get a different job. "Everyone hates work," "Everyone is a little autistic," "Well that's EVERY JOB!"
Yeah, Mom, that's the point.
She's always been against me identifying as autistic or disabled. She hates hearing about it and swears I'm not disabled. Everytime I call her on it it's just "Well I don't want you to hinder yourself."
Recently my Sister came over to my apartment (I live with my Bf who supports us) and on her way out she started grilling me about finding a job. I explain to her that I'm disabled and can't work. She decides to try and work around my disability and suggest ways I could still work. "Get a different kind of job!" "It's not that hard!" "That's just every job!" "No one likes customer service!" "You haven't worked that many jobs!" "Are you at least going to go to school?"
I liked my sister, she's normally really supportive, but she was so invalidating. I haven't spoken to her since.
I'm just so stressed out. I just had a nightmare about how invalidating and emotionally neglectful my family has been my whole life. They don't understand what I go through just to seem normal. I have no clue how to communicate it to them without crying. Help?
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